Goodbye
How much is going to hurt when I say goodbye to you?
I hope that I will be able to hide that hurt from the world.
Am I going to bleed inside?
If I am bleeding inside I am going to hope that the blood does not flow to the surface.
Am I going to have a hole in my heart that used to be filled with you?
I am going to try and fill it with something else.
Will I be in anguish when I tell you goodbye?
If I am in anguish I am going to hope I can smile on the outside.
Will I crumble under the pain of saying goodbye to you?
I am going to hope I have the strength to put on a brave face.
I know it is going to hurt and I am afraid.
I am very afraid, but I am still going to say goodbye to you.
Will I be incomplete without you?
Was I complete with you?
I hope that I will be able to hide that hurt from the world.
Am I going to bleed inside?
If I am bleeding inside I am going to hope that the blood does not flow to the surface.
Am I going to have a hole in my heart that used to be filled with you?
I am going to try and fill it with something else.
Will I be in anguish when I tell you goodbye?
If I am in anguish I am going to hope I can smile on the outside.
Will I crumble under the pain of saying goodbye to you?
I am going to hope I have the strength to put on a brave face.
I know it is going to hurt and I am afraid.
I am very afraid, but I am still going to say goodbye to you.
Will I be incomplete without you?
Was I complete with you?
4 Comments:
Time will heal this wound Spinner. Have faith that this will happen and be good to yourself. *hugs* I'll be praying for you.
By Joy, at 12:50 AM
I've been trying to think up something inspiring to say - something that will make this easier for you. I got nothin'.
Instead I'll take you out and get you drunk. That's what friends are for. :)
By Michelle, at 10:13 AM
Here's to old doors closing as painlessly as possible, and new doors opening with bright possibilities.
Take care. xxx
By Imelda, at 7:19 AM
Joy,
It is scabbing over, slowly but it is healing.
Naive,
Oh I am all about large quantities of alcohol!
Imelda,
Amen!
By Spin_Doc1, at 9:23 AM
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