Leap before you look

In case you could not tell I had a fabulous time on my rafting trip. I enjoyed every bit of it, the adventure, the company, the partying, basically the whole thing. We had three guides, one for each boat, the female for the oar boat, the hottie for the paddle boat and Big O for the S-rig.

At night we would sit drinking in a big story telling circle and Big O was a fabulous story teller. He started every story with No shit there I was and by the end of the week I couldn’t even start a phrase without No shit there I was.

The trip was so good for me; it had been so long since I have been happy I almost forgot what it was like. The trip reminded me that I was losing myself again, losing the adventurous and a bit reckless side of me, the part of me that I really love. I am going to try to get out of the pattern of life that is making me miserable. I want to embrace the side of me that is scary, reckless and leap before you look. I am truly happy when I do.

Well I am off to Hawaii, I am not planning on blogging while gone but you never know.