Playing Games

I am not playing hard to get; I am trying to protect myself. I am not playing at being unavailable; I am trying to move on. I am playing a game but not with you. I challenge myself every day to see if I can beat my record from the time before. I record my times with exacting detail. Some day I will be able to go long enough and strong enough and I won’t have to record my progress. Yes, I am playing a game but not with you.