A circle has too much symmetry

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Now is the time

Conflicting wants and desires

Now is the time to realize that there is conflicting wants and desires. Now is the time I realize that I can't have it all. I want to be the woman that has the diamond tennis braclet. The woman that is adorned, the woman that outshines everyone. Oh wait, that isn't reality. Do I want to buy my own castle in the sky or do I want someone to sweep me up on their white horse and take me there?

Monday, April 20, 2009

When life was free

I remember a time when I would sit with the movers and shakers. I remember a time when all I thought was calculating. Listen more, be engaged, respond to the right people; and now I think about not being alone. I didn't realize the power in you was freedom to be the best in me. Now I think about finding you, the calculating me has been supplanted by the searching me.

I made a mistake. We made a mistake. I don't know how to go back.